grrrr

Once again,,,falling in the same pattern,,, there must be something seriously wrong and masoquistic in me....

I try to avoid it,,, well i try,,, i am not good at it,,,me and my voluntad de pu... ,,, but it keeps dranging me inside the spiral,,,,

So... what to do,,, keep going,,,?,, stop and revaluate options?

Stop and revaluate................................................................................ No options,, not a good idea,,its a waste of time,,its a waste of energy,,, i am sure,,will only bring pain.., then better stop

Ok,, i have decided,,, i will avoid it and somehow come back to my old self again...

Something to give me strenght

Something to keep me in the C.A.O,,,I swear this music makes me high...