Grow up...self-destruction,, and tips

Woaaaaa,,, today was a day full of things,, its amazing

I woke up singing something of Lasgo,,, no idea why,,, but gods i love that song

Class was awsome,,, my students had soo much fun and where sooo happy... they all said it to me,,i felt great hearing it!.

I saw the King´s Speech,, and loved the movie,, loved Colin acting,, very inspirational movie.

Then i contacted a friend i hadnt contacted in about 6 month,,, turns out this person didnt want to know about me cos i am friends with an exgirlfriend,,soo even though i had done nothing wrong to this person,, i am some kind of enemy now..........., I wasnt shocked cos,,, i kind of knew that person was that way,, but i kind of hoped,,, age had done some good to him,,, anyway,, years had gone pass,, and nothing has happend there,,, to bad and to sad,,, anyway, i wrote to him to grow up and let me know when being friend of ________ wouldn´t matter...

Now,, there is other strange thing going on,, for about a year and a half i left behind the self-destructing habit of friends with rights... but now i really feel like i dont want strings attached.... i though i was over that kind of life... when suddenly just wanted a serious thing...Now i guess i am confused... i am glad i am seeing the psiquiatrist this week...bah.,,.

here some amazing tips i love,,, 15 Lessons to Keep in Mind

1. The only person that can ever truly make you happy is yourself. Stop depending on everyone else.

2. People lie, stuff happens. Don’t take it too personally.

3. Want people to think you’re amazing? Start believing you are, and then they will too.

4. Smiling is the ultimate anti-depressant. Smile and laugh out loud, it doesn’t look stupid, I promise.

5. The world is never just black and white, right or wrong, one way or another. Try and see things from as many points of view as possible.

6. "Let everything happen to you
Beauty and terror
Just keep going
No feeling is final"
— Rainer Maria Rilke

7. Have empathy.

8. Gossip, problems of the past, events you cannot control, negative thoughts and negative people; time spent on these is time poorly wasted.

9. When you're jealous or find yourself filled with hate for someone/something, stop. The only person its hurting is you.

10. Although the newest, most expensive material things may make you feel as if you’re a better person, they won’t hold you at night or listen to you when you need it. Make sure your priorities make sense.

11. Step outside your comfort zone- it’s when you’ll really feel alive.

12. Don’t be afraid to be yourself, the people who really matter, don’t mind

13. Let your emotions out sometimes, humans have them for a reason.

14. Celebrate the things you have. Think only positively of the things you don’t (but would like to have) and they too will come.

15. Love unconditionally ♥.

And the song i keep having onmy mind