Preparing to be hated

So,, I do not want this, i am worried, but i have to do it,,, cos it will be for (...) own good.

But (...) cannot hate them cos (...) needs support, so it is my obligation.

I have to say i enjoyed the good times and that i sincerelly hope (...) doesnt hate me after what i will have to do...

Ido this because I love (...)..

But anyway,, this sucks, this suck a lot,,, and i hate ithas to be me.

I am ready, I will do it.