Do you know,,what it feels like to sit every friday nite ,, being in this home,, living like this,,, wanting to run but not having where to run..

Here i am yet again after another fun nite dinner out with the family,, we didnt even make it to the meal,,stupid discussion over nothing important,,brother curses how you are insensitive,,with him,,,after you just said,,,i answer you that before,,we will definetly go,,,mother stupidly says,,a to be dramatic over somthing that does not need drama,, if you discuss i´ll leave,,,brother then takes off ,, yeh,,,my freaking daily life,,,then i have to support my family drama,,over me not sayin yes sir to everything,,me not being able to just shut up.. it looks like i am not able.....now home,,,brother curses some more,,, insults me some more,,and i just want to run,,,

but where to?..

claudia?,,,i think she over with me,,running there,,,helena,is working,,,who else,,,i really donthave anyone close enough to just say hey i need where to go can i just go and crash inyou place,,just for tonite,,,pleaseeee i need to go,,,pleaseee pleeease

should i spendmney in a hotel,,, ?how much will it be?... i wanna go,,,i wanna go,,,

i guess i will just walk my dog till everyone is sleep,,,,i dont wanna be home,,,pleaseee,someone take me out,,i need a job far away.